Is Healing Meant to Hurt?
You know, there's something about healing that they don't tell you... They don't tell you that choosing yourself also means crying every night (and day) for four months straight. They don't tell you selflove means completely letting go of certain ideas or visions you had in your mind about how your life was supposed to go. They don't tell you finally picking yourself means letting people go and allowing them to chose what makes them happy, even if they don't choose you. They don't tell you the amount of grief it comes with in removing all the beautiful memories, deleting all the cute pictures and removing all sources of contact, they don't tell you it's long lonely nights and long tired days filled with pretense and acting like you're okay but deep down you just want time to stop and wait for you to feel better because sometimes everything moves too quickly. They don't tell you it means having no one to tell when you bought your favorite cere...